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Summer came home today. He walked in slowly this year and nearly stole
my breath away with his heat. His
shining smile is always following me. Like
before, his coming has made me happy.
Spring has left. The last of her
tears fell yesterday. Here in the porch garden
surrounded by nature, with summer warming my bones I will forget how he left me. And how I had got cold.
I dreamt last year that I had
followed him. I had left my bed my home
and my yard to walk across the world.
Covered in filthy grime my feet felt worn. I could barely place one in front of the
other my clothes turned to rags on my back.
I had even forgotten why I was walking.
Then I came to a town to that place.
Where I looked up and saw him. I knew. Summer was walking past me going the way that
I had just come. The smile on his face
mines, only for me. I awoke tired, sad
and lost. Summer was gone.
Yesterday I noticed that my friends
the sparrows are also back from their winter vacation. I often wish that I could migrate with them and
see what they see. Bird jealousy is not
a pretty thing to admit to. It is always
exciting watching them get ready to leave every year. Travel to new places is a passion of
mine. For some years now, I have not
been able to leave. I looked at them
this morning while I was watering my vegetable garden. They stood on our side of the street a large
group of birds, talking. About my garden
I think. How nice it looks, about the
seeds I planted last week that will never be plants but did make for a nice
snack. They love summer too and have
decided to help me in the gardens.
School is out in celebration of
Summer’s return and we have just had our first barbeque dinner in the porch
garden. Chicken, salmon, and hotdogs
adorned the grill. One bee, two flies
and my whole family came. Everyone
squeezed in, found a seat and enjoyed each other. We fed our bodies, while beauty planted fed
our souls. Summer has truly come home to
me. I will make him happy and he will be
loath to leave. I will lose myself in
his radiance and he will burn love joy and peace into me.
He will stay with me this time I am
sure.